feelings

one..he told me he loved me
two..i do believe him
three..i think i trust him
four..I'm starting to get feelings
five.. now I'm getting scared
six..please don hurt me
seven.. I'm breaking to pieces
eight.. our love is passion
nine.. is this going to get serious
ten.. i don't want this to end

FIREWORKS >_

You hate me and I hate you,
And we are so polite we two!

But when ever I see you, I burst
apart, and scatter the sky with my
blazing heart. It spits and sparkles
in stars and balls, buds into roses-
and flares, and falls.

Scarlet buttons, and pale green
disks, silver spirals ans
asterisks, shoot and tremble
in a mist peppered with
mauve and amethyst.

I shine in the windows and light
up the trees, and all because I
hate you, If you please.

And when you meet me, you rend
a sunder and go up in a flaming
wonder of saffron cubes,and
crimson moons, and wheels all
amaranths and maroons,
Golden lozenges and spades,
arrows of malachite's and jades,
as you mount, you flash in
the glossy leaves.

Such fireworks as we make,
we two! Because you hate me
and I hate you.

What's your Initiative?

Dreams devoured and pleasure very few,
The nights have grown dark and split into two.
Carelessness will now take over my soul,
But I want this to be, you and I in twined.
No regrets, hate or disbelief just pride
It's time for love and sacrifice to meet.
I never really knew that we could be.
My level of selfishness has surpassed
I compensate with less value and more
Feeling, emotions have disciplined I
I will embrace the bones of wretchedness,
I have this feeling of worry and play.
A long lasting feeling in which paranoia has conquered me
My ideas roam restless, in my shape less mind
Causing me to stay transfixed and completely vexed
I am a liar, I am kniieving
I no longer desire, or feel care.

Deeper then Deep

Mystical creature under water, who loves without regret!
speak to me, and help me to understand.
I want you and only you!
Not the friendly gypsy, who roams freely,
through the deep dark mellow forest,
beneath the moon and stars, and winds up counting
sheep in another bed.
Mystical creature come back to me!
hold
my
hand
above..
Above the water, for I can't breathe underneath.
There's to much pressure to please you, and yet
still,
care
for myself.
Comeback to me and lets live above,
will you do that for me?